| Houston Memories
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| | walked beside my big brother. I had done
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| During my childhood, my family moved
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| | what he does. Then I looked down at my
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| quite often due to my father's mining
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| | doll and screamed.
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| career. This nomad life led to many
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| | "What?" Mike asked, annoyed.
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| unique experiences and fond memories.
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| | "Her head!" I sobbed, pointing to the
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| | plastic neck. "It's gone!"
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| I was a belligerent child and it often
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| | Mike sighed. "You stay here. I'll go back
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| got me into trouble. While living in a
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| | and find it. It can't be far."
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| subdivision, I was playing in the
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| | I nodded and watched him jog back over
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| schoolyard with a few neighborhood kids.
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| | our footprints in the snow. When he
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| I said something rude to a next-door
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| | reached the tracks, I saw him stop and
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| neighbor's son, which angered him. He
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| | bend over. I smiled happily when I saw
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| responded by kicking out my front tooth.
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| | Mike hold the missing head aloft. I knew
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| Even at the tender age of six, I knew
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| | he would find it.
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| what had happened had been partially my
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| | In the distance, I heard a whistle blow
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| fault. So when I got home - with a bloody
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| | and felt a cold fear envelope me.
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| mouth - I told my mother a swing had hit
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| | My older brother, my hero, was going to
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| me in the mouth. It was a plausible story
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| | be hit by a train!
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| and my mother believed me.
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| | I screamed again and started to run
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| However, unknown to me, my assailant had
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| | towards town.
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| gone home and was waiting in fear for the
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| | Soon I heard footsteps behind me and felt
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| telephone call from my mother, informing
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| | Mike grab my arm.
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| his parents of the damage he had done.
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| | "What are you doing?" He asked as he took
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| After a few hours, his conscience either
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| | the body of my doll.
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| took hold or the agony of waiting
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| | "I thought you were going to be hit by
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| overcame him and he confessed the
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| | the train."
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| incident to his mother.
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| | "Cripe," Mike muttered as he secured the
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| She called my mother to apologize and my
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| | head of the doll on the body. Handing it
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| fallacy was revealed. He was punished -
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| | back to me, he continued.
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| which he blamed me for - and I did my
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| | "Well I didn't so let's go." I replaced
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| best to avoid him.
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| | my hand firmly back in his and continued
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| Not only was I a surly child, but also I
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| | on to town.
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| was uncoordinated. While visiting friends
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| | What this area lacked in sophistication,
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| of my parents, their son and I went
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| | it made up for with the beauty of nature.
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| downstairs to play ping-pong. I was
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| | Winters were long and cold -the piles
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| frustrated with my inability to hit the
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| | snow covered by a thin layer of ice.
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| small ball and the one time my paddle did
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| | Icicles hung from the pine trees and the
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| connect, I whacked it with all my might.
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| | wind could chill the most warmly dressed
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| I watched the white orb sail across to
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| | person. Bu then the wind would die down,
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| the other side of table and hit my
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| | the sun would come out and the farm would
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| opponent between the eyes.
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| | be transformed into a glittering
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| Needless to say the game ended there.
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| | playground. The desire to get out of the
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| But the majority of my recollections come
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| | house-to romp in that fairy tale setting
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| from when we left the subdivision and
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| | -would overwhelm me.
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| moved to a farm on the other side of the
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| | My mother, probably relieved to get me
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| Bulkley River, that place was a child's
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| | out of the house for a while, would dress
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| paradise.
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| | me in my snowsuit and the necessary
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| I had a log playhouse - identical to the
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| | accessories. Once the last zipper was
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| main house - that was furnished with odds
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| | zipped, the last string tied, the last
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| and ends my parents donated.
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| | fastener closed, I almost always had to
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| It was there I held my tea parties for my
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| | go to the washroom. My mother would sigh
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| toys and occasionally my mother. One day
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| | and mutter -what she said I can only
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| I spent hours tidying up my little home,
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| | imagine -then undo everything while I
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| preparing the tea (in reality, Kool-Aid)
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| | shifted from leg to leg.
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| and creating peanut butter and jelly
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| | Winter brought red noses, rosy cheeks and
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| sandwiches worthy of royalty. I even went
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| | hot chocolate with marshmallows. We would
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| so far as to cut off the crusts.
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| | traipse up the hills, hauling our sleds
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| Proudly, I escorted my mother inside. She
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| | behind us so we could experience the
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| perched regally on the chair, but the
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| | thrill of racing to the bottom. Then we
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| look of apprehension that crossed her
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| | would do it all over again. My younger
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| face warned me that I had done something
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| | brother and I would bicker and giggle -
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| wrong.
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| | having snowball fights, building snow
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| Yet, she valiantly nibbled on a sandwich
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| | people and attempting to build snow
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| and sipped her 'tea'. Later I learned it
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| | forts. Then, chilled and soaking wet, we
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| was not the done thing to paint flowers
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| | would go inside to be warmed and fed.
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| on bread with food coloring.
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| | Spring would creep in - the snow melting
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| I was the only daughter in my family,
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| | and the new plant life poking their way
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| with a natural brother years older.
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| | to the surface. The river would flood but
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| When I was seven, my parents adopted a
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| | that was merely a hazard of spring.
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| boy three years younger than myself. It
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| | Mud - thick, gooey, fragrant mud -
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| could have been a lonely time for me, but
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| | another symbol of spring. We made gourmet
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| the farm next to us was owned by a Dutch
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| | meals of mud, getting it over everything
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| couple with about ten children. Two girls
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| | and ourselves. It was glorious fun, but
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| were near my age and they became my
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| | now I can sympathize with my mother. She
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| playmates. They introduced me to the
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| | was constantly trying to keep us and our
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| mysterious and exciting world of children
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| | environment free of muck.
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| on a farm.
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| | Spring time was also when the wild life
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| Summer we walked around sucking on pieces
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| | reappeared. One bright sunny day, my
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| of cows' salt licks; we paddled in the
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| | mother decided to hang the laundry out on
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| river on inner tubes, then bravely
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| | the line. She backed out the door, turned
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| removed the leeches from our legs when we
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| | and saw a moose watching her. Excited,
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| left the river, we searched the bushes
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| | she ran in the house and called us kids.
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| for edible berries.
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| | By the time we neared the back door, the
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| Sometimes, a roly-poly white pony -
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| | moose was standing there looking in - as
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| ironically named Slim - with one blue eye
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| | curious about us as we were about it.
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| and one brown eye would be our gallant
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| | It was spring when my father and I
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| steed for these adventures. The three of
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| | visited a nearby farm with goats. My
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| us would pile on and urge him to whisk us
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| | father was talking with the farmer while
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| away.
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| | I stood quietly by. A goat approached my
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| Slim would like to wait until we were
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| | father, fascinated by the fringe on his
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| riding down a hill before tiring of us.
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| | jacket. Having always been taught not to
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| Calmly, he would stop; lower his head
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| | interrupt, I silently watched as the goat
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| then wait patiently as the three of us
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| | began to eat the dangling pieces of
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| slid gracelessly to the ground. Slim was
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| | suede. A sharp tug alerted my father to
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| too fat and too lazy to dislodge us any
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| | what was happening and he managed to
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| other way, but the glint in his eye as he
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| | escape without his jacket being too badly
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| watched us pick ourselves up, spoke of an
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| | damaged.
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| equine amusement.
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| | Spring was the time of anticipation. The
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| These were times when Slim wanted nothing
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| | sometimes oppressing winter was gone for
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| to do with us from the moment we came
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| | now and new life surrounded us.
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| near him. We would be chasing him until
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| | Summer brought an interesting array of
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| either he or we gave up. On one such
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| | events. School was finished, so we were
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| time, when Slim was in a somewhat
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| | basically free to do what we wished. The
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| cantankerous mood, he kicked back with
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| | crops had a firm hold on life, some
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| his hind legs. A hoof brushed my jaw -
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| | vegetables ready to be eaten immediately.
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| not hard enough to do any severe damage,
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| | Barbecues and picnics; mosquitoes and
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| but with enough pressure to cause
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| | dragon flies; horseback riding and
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| swelling and bruising.
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| | swimming - that's what summer in Northern
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| I was certain my mother would forbid me
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| | B.C. was to me.
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| to play with Slim after she saw my face,
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| | Autumn always seemed to come fast. Too
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| so, as I walked home, I came up with a
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| | fast most years. But Mother Nature seemed
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| story. I told my mother one of the geese
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| | to explode in a colorful defiance of
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| had bit me and she believed me.
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| | approaching winter. Everything was red,
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| My mother's acceptance of this story is
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| | yellow and orange before turning dull and
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| understandable though since this gaggle
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| | drab. The air was crisp, containing an
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| of geese were a particularly malicious
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| | edge that warned of the future frigid
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| group. To this day, a part of me still
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| | temperatures.
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| believes those geese used to lie in wait
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| | Leaves covered the browning expanse by
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| for an unsuspecting person to ambush. Too
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| | our log house. Leaves to be rolled in and
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| many times my casual stroll would be
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| | thrown at each other. The rest of the
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| transformed into a screaming dash for
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| | garden would now come in and each night
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| shelter as the birds squawked and flapped
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| | we would eat our own produce.
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| their wings behind me. Even when I was
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| | School would start - the anticipation of
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| alert, watching intently for my
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| | a new teacher and new classes quickly
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| tormentors, they still managed to
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| | replaced by the drudgery of having to
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| surprise me. I suspected they
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| | adhere to a new schedule. The glorious
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| materialized out of thin air.
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| | memories of summer faded and hopes and
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| One of my idols in those days was my big
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| | plans for the next year were born.
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| brother Mike. Six years older than I, he
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| | Rapidly we would move into winter.
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| always seemed to know and do everything.
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| | Although living in that region over
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| One of the activities I envied the most
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| | thirty years ago presented its own
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| was how he was allowed to walk across the
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| | perils, it also offered unique
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| frozen river to town. I desperately
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| | opportunities. Seeing a moose or deer
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| wanted to walk across that icy surface.
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| | running wild and free in his or her own
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| On evening my wish was granted. My
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| | habitat is an uplifting sight that can't
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| parents had gone away for the week,
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| | be matched by observing the same animal
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| leaving Mike in charge and Mike had to go
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| | in the zoo or on a screen. At that time,
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| to hockey practice. Mike made certain I
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| | people did not control the land - nature
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| was well dressed for the cold -the toque
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| | allowed us to be there and would
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| was crammed onto my head, the jacket hood
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| | sometimes demonstrate its strength with
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| tied tightly under my chin, a scarf
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| | natural disasters.
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| wrapped around my face, my wool covered
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| | It's different there now. Technology and
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| feet shoved into warm winter boots and my
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| | advancement have changed things. Kids
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| hands covered with thick mittens. With my
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| | have more to do and rely less on nature
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| favorite doll tucked in one arm and my
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| | and their imaginations. What I
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| free hand holding Mike's tightly, we set
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| | experienced isn't what children have to
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| out for town.
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| | now.
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| Crossing the frozen river seemed every
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| | I now live in Vancouver and experience
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| bit as exciting to my eight-year-old
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| | all the luxuries and privileges
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| heart as I had thought it would be. Even
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| | associated with living in a large city.
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| though I gripped Mike's hand tightly, I
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| | Yet every once in a while I'll look to
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| felt daring. Especially when Mike told me
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| | the north and my heart will do some
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| not to tell Mom and Dad what we had done!
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| | traveling. I know that where ever my
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| At the opposite riverbank, my adventure
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| | future takes me, there will always be a
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| was still continuing - we still had to
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| | small part of me chasing ponies and
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| cross the railroad tracks. I tightened my
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| | running from geese in that little town in
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| hold on my doll as Mike helped me pick my
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| | Northern B.C.
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| way over the rails. I was proud as I
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